So, you think I am nuts?

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Pre Surgery Post

He is the sweetest thing that I have known.

Though we have known each other not too long ago, he is always there for me when I am sad, happy, when I am lonely, when I want to air out my frustration and most of all, he opens up the world for me .

I shall miss him during his absence. I have been denying the diagnosis till last night when I saw how sick he is. The specialist told me he is not well. I knew long ago that he will contract the disease when I stopped feeding him Vitamins and Anti Viral drugs. I have taken him for granted and now I have to suffer the consequences. Sigh!

He has gone very weak. I wanted to delay the surgery but just only now, he has begun to show signs of breaking down, hence this post is posted very quickly before I call the specialist.

I have abused Ah Fuu. I feel so horrible ! I hope he won't die on me. I need him very badly. I rely on him, A LOT. I dont know what to do when he is gone. Oh no, he just gave a sigh of PAIN again ! I have to call the specialist soon, after this post.

Ah Fuu was diagnosed suffering from overtaxing memory and infections from various strains of viruses. No wonder he can't run fast. I have overtaxed his memory. The best solution is to hospitalise him for a few days, get his memory fixed and hopefully he comes back normal. And of course, the doctor will also add more memory to enhance his running speed.

So, I guess for these few days of absence, it will be a rehab for me as well. You see, I am an addict. I will treat this absence as my rehab. I hope I have enough of sticks to bite on, or cushioned walls to bang myself against and ropes enough to bind my hands, to help overcome the frustration to counter the URGES. I don't know how to explain but is like the Mahjong kakis fingers worms crawling at the fingers when they have not played the game for awhile. Yes, these worms do call when they want a game ( Mah Jiok Choong).

I confess....I am an "online" addict and worm. These few days, how to tahan?
I want to cry. It will be really hard on me....

I bought a book at Borders last week to help me overcome the lonely evenings when I wind down. I hope I put the book in good use. But, nothing will replace Ah Fuu....sob* sob*

I shall pray for his surgery to be successful and for his safe return.

Ah Fuu....you are everything to me
When I am sad, you cheer me up
When I am down, you stand by me

Come home safely
I will be waiting for you
Come back soon
Before I go NUTS!



Please pray for a successful surgery. Tenkiu.

26 Comments:

  • At 6:35 PM, Blogger fishtail said…

    You can join Bloggers' Anonymous or get Ah Fuu II, lolz!

     
  • At 8:45 PM, Blogger straymana said…

    WTF?

    For a moment, I thought who is this Ah Fuu... and droplets of crystal almost form at the corner of my eyes.

    That was until I finally made out who is this Ah Fuu. TNS!

     
  • At 10:36 PM, Blogger Siao Cha Bor said…

    yea yea

    Fuu FUu is my....my.....sob*sob*


    SIGH

     
  • At 11:21 PM, Blogger JoMel said…

    SCB, yes, I am a member of Bloggers' Anon too. Is Ah Fuu Fujitsu ah? If so, same like mine lah. I don't think I can survive the withdrawal symptoms. But here's a sympathetic and empathetic *HUG* from JoMel who understands what you may be going through.

     
  • At 8:47 AM, Blogger Siao Cha Bor said…

    ah fuu is...is...sob*sob* ACER

    i am going to call the ambulance soon ( for fuu fuu, not for me ah)

     
  • At 9:11 AM, Blogger Ah Pek said…

    Lu Siao liao ah?

     
  • At 9:28 AM, Blogger straymana said…

    ah pek: her first name is Siao mar ;-)

     
  • At 9:46 AM, Blogger Siao Cha Bor said…

    Dieeeewww.......

    picture must draw but no need to shout and draw the whole picture isn't it?

    eee ye....ah pek and stray, u all ah....
    i cry wan ah
    nanti petang ini ribut petir dan banjir
    then u two have to hug hug and buy me drinks

     
  • At 9:58 AM, Blogger Siao Cha Bor said…

    and now onli u know my surname is Siao ah? shame on u la, ah pek

     
  • At 3:02 PM, Blogger Wingz said…

    eh nvm ... you can play with my joystick (batang kegembiraan) untill your ahfu kambek ok anot ? lol

     
  • At 3:16 PM, Blogger Siao Cha Bor said…

    ok ah wingz

    lelong lelong wingz korr korr offer his joystick

    or issit just FOR ME ka?

    naa naa u don cry ah...u say wan ah
    ----------------------

    oh i am still here...the ambulance is busy at the moment
    meanwhile ah fuu is coughing up blood liao

     
  • At 3:54 PM, Blogger straymana said…

    ah wingz ar, you no scare you need to send your batang kegembiraan for surgery, like her Ah Fuu; after you lend it to her ar?

     
  • At 3:59 PM, Blogger Siao Cha Bor said…

    aiyo stray ah, i lemah lembut wan la
    don scare wingz kkorr korr away la

    wingz ah wingz, cum back, don' run away..oooii.....cum back

    I velii the "see mun" one

     
  • At 11:54 PM, Blogger Nine3 Nine 3 said…

    I'm still wondering& pondering how to use joystick without Ah Fuu

     
  • At 2:01 PM, Anonymous yvy said…

    aiyooo......buat orang suspen only lar this siao cha bor~ =P

     
  • At 6:55 PM, Blogger JoMel said…

    very long surgery lah this one. How is Ah Fuu???? You need another surgery team or not?

     
  • At 10:29 PM, Blogger straymana said…

    To char_bor fan-si, please worry not about char_bor. The last time I saw her, over the weekend, she was still a live and kicking.

    In fact she was feasting on ten buffalos... ops... I mean buffalo wings. She asked me to convey her gratitute to all of you whom are concern with her well being, and be rest assured that she is still as siao as ever. She will be back very soon! Worry not!

    Unfortunately I can't say the same for her Ah Fuu. The last I heard, two teams of surgeons had operated on him and can't find anything wrong with him. Despite of that he still coughing blood.

    Char_bo has no choice but resort to alternative medicine. The medicine man, or more well known as bomoh locally, who took Ah Fuu under his care had identified his illness. Based on the subtle symptoms of Ah Fuu, which shown up when the bomoh peer into an ice cube.

    She did mentioned about the name of the illness identified by the bomoh, but I can't really hear her that well over phone. But it sounded like "yamade" or sumthing like that.

    According to the bomoh, to cure the illness of Ah Fuu, he will need the piss from 9 virgins. Three boys, three girls, and another three from not-boy-not-girls.

    Any qualified donor who willing to volunteer?

     
  • At 3:19 PM, Blogger JoMel said…

    I can donate the piss of K and S? that's 2 down already hor? ;)

     
  • At 8:20 PM, Blogger straymana said…

    jomel: oh... I forget to mention one more thing. Actually the bomoh said, since this is a complicated case, the donors MUST be 20 year-old and above :P

     
  • At 12:38 AM, Blogger JoMel said…

    Aiseh, in this day and age, how to find a virgin who is above 20yrs of age??? Very susah. Ask bomoh can lower down age requirement or not. I hope Ah Fuu will selamat soon. I miss SCB.

     
  • At 12:56 PM, Blogger Siao Cha Bor said…

    woooooooooooooooi....

    u all ah
    don spoil my reputation la
    aiyo pls

    i punish u all and make u do ear squats then u know


    yes i am back but veli the busy lately
    my new post will be cumming shortly

     
  • At 1:53 AM, Blogger Wingz said…

    faster cum~~~~~

     
  • At 10:41 AM, Blogger Ah Pek said…

    cum already onot?

     
  • At 11:04 AM, Blogger Siao Cha Bor said…

    aiya u all cum together with me
    like dat onli i call climax maa

    dew

     
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